funs over, back to work.

ohkay, so this week was pretty much my chill week. i went out
every single day, whether it was a late night food run or hanging
out with my "CRU". but now that this week has come to an end, the last month of
school is starting to kick into high gear. everyday next week and the weeks after there is a test, quiz, or presentation, and even project. the next week is full
with anatomy lab quizzes, an anatomy lecture test, and a micro quiz. all of which
i need to ACE. but its hard and thats the problem. this is just so hard. no matter
what i try to do, i feel like its never enough. school has become my life.
it seems like theres no time to have fun anymore. and when i get the chance, it
barely counts as fun. i dont know what im trying to say but.. yeah.

ahh the stress is coming. can't wait till its all over.

sorry it always talk about this school stuff
but it really is a big deal. anyways, i hope you're okay.

have fun stay safe and HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

paz con tigo,
MARC

things have changed.

i dont know what it is, but definitely things have changed.
not only school, but my life, and basically me.
on one hand theres my personal life: im finally okay
thanks to kimmie and macey. and btw i love you guys.
with the whole school thing, things seem different:
people, friends, school. i feel like im starting to get left
behind with all the grades. i feel like im starting to go down
with my grades. and it feels like i've lost my motivation to
study. life is difficult and i can't wait to go but then i realize that my friends aren't going to leave me behind, the ones that really care. i know i got my msmc friends like sam and ballada and of course my "CRU". but im starting to feel that
i might be that one person who doesnt cut it. but enough negativity its time to
focus on positivity. i will make it, i promise. =]

uhhh its just one of those times when life gets too much.
i guess all i need is that extra kick and im good.
im done, and thanks for reading.

paz con tigo,
MARC

its almost on its way...

my next blog.
but not now im studying.
ps. knotts was fun. i love u guys.

its not the mount, its a fucking mountain!

ohhhhkayyy, so its been like so long since i've written in this and i believe its about time to do so.
let me update you on whats happened so far. i finally moved into my dorm room, so i guess im kinda
on my own. i've met different people. some new friendships have been created, and some old friendships
have been tested. its not dramatic or anything but the friends in my life are the ones i want. and im good with that.
school has begun, and like i predicted... its hard. nothing can better explain it than that word.
nursing is exactly what i've been warned about. school is harder for me than it has ever been.
the only breaks i feel i ever get is the time i have to sleep, which ranges from 4-6 hours. i have to admit
i've spent some time chillin and talkin with people instead of studying, but college is also about fun, right?
but school is getting worse, micro and anatomy are enough to handle but add both labs, psych papers, english essays, and spr
freshmen intro to college classes... and what do you get, a big ass headache. im still tryna balance all my school work in with some
leisure time but it just gets crazy. i hope i get into the nursing program by the end of my freshmen year. i really need that to happen. but all i can do is try my best in school and pray that it all works out for my benefit.

college, it definitely is a challenge and it really is different from high school.
ill see you guyys later, pray for me and for all the nurses in the world lol. =]



paz con tigo,
MARC

goodbye to yesterday

i've realized. things arent going to be the same anymore.
i mean school wise. it finally hit me that
im not going to be with the people who helped
me become me the past four years. its so hard
to take in. not seeing my friends that ive
grown so accustomed to being there.

i dont know what it is. but it sucks. im
definitely gonna miss all our times
together, the good and the bad.

i dont know what other way to say this,
but i misss high school. i dont miss the
dumb drama and all the stupid bitches.
but i will definitely miss the amazing and
unforgettable times i had with my closest friends.
this blog is dedicated to you guys:
my cupcutes, MAFIA, all of asia, all my BFFs,
all of my friends who i will truly miss.

i can never forget my high school friends.
its been so clearly stated to me by alot of
older people ive come across. they all say the same thing,
your high school friends are the friends
that you keep close to you the rest of your life.
its just so difficult to think that i wont be
seeing their faces daily anymore.

i dont know what it is, but im just missing my high school experience.

its just so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.

JULY 25th = HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

First of all,
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO ME!

it finally came. eighteen. the year you can
call yourself an adult. but with the age come
responsibilities. responsibilities im not
sure i can handle. but thats what growing up comes with...
i'm eighteen and as ready as i can be.
hello world, are you ready ?




& also
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIMEE!







p.s. today marks one month till the start of MSMC death. =] way to celebrate

IM SO FUCKING OVER IT.

i dont care anymore.
fuck it.

ugh.













i just want to say i hate everyone, except some people.