just one of those ordinary days.

yesterday(july 17):

ok so i've been pondering about what to do on my 18th birthday.
i feel like actually doing something, like forreal.
hmmm, what to do? laser tag? just chill and shop
and watch movies (so 16th birthday)? or whaaaat.

well for sure im gonna do something during the day.
tracey, sam and i are gonna go college shopping.
but im thinking why not bring along more
cuties. the more the merrier right?

well i dont know what to do? any suggestions?

anyway so my day was quite BORING i woke up did my
tv business, fixed up and went to target and big lots.
i bought sweet tea =] asb camp status and pretty much
did nothing else.

but ive been thinking what i want for my birthday
nd money!!! =] is the first thing that comes to mind.
but i also want other things. i like feeling special on my birthday
therefore i like big things like: balloon bouquets, birthday pins that say
its my birthday or birthday boy, pinatas, i never got one.
like i like stuff that makes me feel special.
but i would love money as a gift or anything for college
or clothes, or yeah. i want alot of expensive things too
like ugg boots and ugg mocassin tpye things called byron.
i want alot but ask me and ill tell you.

bye

paz contigo,
MARC

summer days.

btw, even though the date is july 16, its all about what
happened on july 15. anyway, yeah.

ok its definitely that part of summer when i just am too lazy to do anything.

therefore, i did nothing. lol. i swear i woke up today at like 9AM. i had 5 hours of sleep

and yet i functioned perfectly, except the lazy part. anyway i watched my FAVORITE

shows on soapnet, the O.C & one tree hill. then i had to "clean." there are moments

when my mom gets mad and tells me to clean and do all this other stuff around

my house and therefore i "cleaned." which to me means, hide the mess!

but after that i had to go to NOHO train station like i've been doing random days

to pick up my mom and take her home. so the car ride was totally wierd because i

had no gas and managed to make it to the train station and to my house with like

the gas light thing on. anywhoo, i got home and then left for the airport to see my aunt

(who got back from the PI)

and get the wedding invitations from her for my sisters wedding.

but while i was at the airport i was conversating with oh so cute joanne.

we talked about how she is gonna be MISS UNIVERSE one day.

anyway, my day was uneventful

but i love you for reading this.

thanks and bye.

& if there are spelling mistakes, deal with it. =]

paz con tigo,
MARC

shout outs, special ones ONLY.

ok so sam wanted to me shoutout to her, and i did.
but i wanted to shout out to other people.
you must be special if i mention you because if ur not
i forgot about you. JK. these are just people i misss.

shoutout to friends:
SAM (of course, my msmc love) ; ERIC (videographer) ; CLAUQUIQUI & NIKQUIQUI (my ghetto fab) ; TRACEY (reynas rule) ; BALLADA ( who im darker than & msmc lover) ; FIO & GALIA (BOO's) ; CEEJAY (the reason why i wrote on my blog today) ; CARISSA ; ELISHA ; ALEXA (irreplaceable) ; NALB; DAVID (reyna de fagita) ; DARLENE (chica, free loader uno, dooks) ; BEZA ( cks) ; GABE (cks) ; ANNA (cks) ; JOANNE (fob love) ; KELLY; ANGELICA ; TRACEY (pinsin) ; VASQUEZ (editor) ; VERO (too cute) ; KRISTINA (latina); RHEA (msmc too) ; so like all CHONGAS including some boys; KAYLEE ; JUSTIN HONG (study hall BFF and reg BFF) ; ASB 07-08: TOMMY, EVELYN, KYLA, ILONA, PRESTON; NEIL ; AIMEE ; HEATHER; JILLIAN ; MARIEL; LIA ; TIFFANY ; CAMILLE; VARAND (jan); CHRISTINE (o.) ; ARMINE ; KAIROS CUTIES; MIMI; DAVID F. ; YOU.

omg too many to names im sorry if i left you out. if i did that means that u havent tried to contact me in anyway over summer or u havent seen me over summer.
so get in touch with me and make me remember that i miss you. jk.



paz con tigo,
MARC

JESUS is my homeboy.

ok, so the title has nothing to do with this entry. lol.
the last time i did this thing i totally forgot
to mention we got a NEW puppy. shes 2 months old.
meeet BELLA, she is a chihuahua and a shih tzu. cute, right?















anyway wow its only JULY 15th and my brain hurts
from hearing about MSMC .well, im exaggerating.
but all i hear is "you better work hard"
or " if you fail, you're out". ok, its summer for one thing.
and another thing, i already know that!
i understand its crucial for me to do well in college especially
on that effin MOUNTAIN. grrrooooossssss.
it doesnt help hearing how hard its going to
be my freshmen year at the mount. it just a big
thing on my mind and it wont go away. as sad as it sounds
i cant even sleep most nights thinking ahead on whats
up next for me. all that work overwhelms me...
but on the bright side its always fun
to know i have friends and family( like kim) to help take my mind
off of all that bull.

conversations with sam and ceejay right now are helping me
not think about this caca. but yeah, one thing im excited for
is my new dorm and all that fun stuff. shopping for college is
way more fun to think about then actually learning in college,
lol.

so 10 days till my birthday. its my aunts 40 days mass that day...
on my birthday. and therefore my birthday will not be celebrated at all.
no party no fun. not that im mad and may she RIP, but im just dissappointed.
i always thought turning 18 was a big deal. but i guess it isnt,
its just another birthday. but i guess i shouldnt complain.
but one thing that made me smile today, concerning my birthday
was seeing this on tommys myspace blog:
"also celebrating these July birthdays:
Christine J. Gonda
Christine Vasquez
Tracey Carlos
Carissa Cruz
Aubrie Lorrimer
David Campos
Marc Evangelista"

ok its lame- i know, but it makes me happy to know
that people know it is my birthday. lol. im wierd.
judge me if you want, but little things like
that can make my day. ok now i sound stupid and petty.
enough with that, thanks btw. for listening to me ramble this much.
i think i have more to go.

theres been so much going through my mind lately.
school, money, my sisters wedding in oct, my life, people. there are so many times
that i just feel like giving up. sometimes its too much to handle.
but then i also realize that im not the only one in this world with problems.
some people have even bigger issues. so this is a way for me to vent
without making it seem like everyone should have their eyes
on me. i pray to JESUS that everyones problems go away, but
that is unlikely. but if you ever need anyone to vent to, im here.
and yes im talking to you. we all have problems, so if u have one
tell me. and i might just tell you the rest of mine, lol.
love you and good night. thanks for listening.

& guess what my title did have something to do with my entry
" i pray to JESUS" he is my homeboy. =]


paz con tigo,
MARC